In any case, I see that the subject excites you 
. If you want, I will give you one time all the history that I had posted on Youppie before. Yes, I know I have been very stupid to believe naively that it was possible, I can't deny it. For the rest, I remain not agree with you on the fact that I'm the only one to blame. I continue to think that Maria is bad person, a narcissistic pervert, a psychopathic personality.
For sure I will not kill one girl because she don't love me but you can kill her because she take all your money and ruined your life ... It's not my case hein 
!! And I have children, I have to be there for them.
We will see what will happen in the future. I wish good luck to our friend, me I am happy to have this behind me ...
Ha ha, you still do not get it.
Do not be surprised if I tell you now that I know almost 100 "cases" like you, and they have one thing in common:
THEY ALL BLAME THE GIRL, AFTER THEY FOUND OUT SHE DID NOT LOVED THEM AFTER ALL. WHAT A BIG SURPRISE.
If I told you, when you were in that relationship, that this would end like it always does, you would not even believe me, tell me I am jealous at your happiness and be angry at me.....
Ow, btw, I am not by any means excited by the subject, perhaps I get excited when I fuck Maria, but my excitement goes as far as that to an orgasm, perhaps an FT, when the love is big enough, and my "love for Maria" will be over when I realise I have to pay her for her services, at the lockers.
If you have posted the history on Youppie before, I hope Stano did the same thing as I do, try to open your eyes that you cannot blame her, only yourself.... .
It is like buying a car that can drive 300 km/h, driving 300 km/h, and then blaming the constructur of that car that you lossed your drivers license because you drove to fast. The rollercoaster of life, you know ....
She is a girl struggling to get a better life after her time as a prostitute, and nothing else matters for her. And hell yeah, if she finds guys like you or our friend deket (in a few years same same story, but she is more clever then Maria, she will drop him after he has no more eurocent left), she would be stupid not to take advantage of it, otherwise another girl will do it, it is as easy as that.
That fact does not make her bad, or a narcistic pervert, or a psychopathic personality ....
Ask yourself the question if you would called her also so the time you were in love with her .... I am sure that a lot of people also gave you the advice on youppie to stop the relationship, and not because of her bad character, but because of protecting you against yourself.
Do not try to look forwards to see how this end between maria and her new "lover", and no words will help him neither .... till he is as far as you ...
Because she loves him, she wants to make him happy, money does not matter, she likes his parents, she kisses his kids goodnight, she is a nice girl, she wants to marry him .... like you also believed.
It is to easy to tell now to yourself and others that she is pathetic, a pervert, a psychopatic personality. Nope, not of all of that, you were so stupid to fall in love with her, and for that fact you can only blame yourself.
All the rest, you never believed, when some people gave you advice to stop the fake relationship based on only money, you laughed all away ... caus she loved you.
The moment she obligates you to give her money, then she is wrong, but once more, you took her out of the club, you took her into your house, you agreed to marry, you agreed that she kissed your kid goodnight etc etc...
Well, at the question of the danger involved for her, I really start laughing, the moment a fool who lost all his money wants to do something (let's say kill her), the only dead will be the homeless, moneyless guy, because she has the money, and will not be killed. Do not underestimate the power of a hooker, just be happy that it is over, close that episode in our life, and let Maria have her life, without you, without regrets, without looking back.
Consider this as a bad experience, the damage is not irreversible, and mental, time will heal that emotional damage also.
Just do not fall in love again with a girl that is working in da business, you will never win, nothing at all.
Foots always told, and in the beginning I tought he was to hard, but in fact he is just right:
If you are a guy that falls easy in love, then it is dangerous in the clubs, and please do not go to Asia, because you will not survive one month there..... you would not be the first that jumps under a train or of a balcony, so be glad it was just this story, and let it be a good lesson.
The reason I answer you, is not that it excites me, nope, we always try to help members, and in a positive way, the words are sometimes hard, but that is also necessary to prevent some people to fall in love over and over again with a hooker....
